The Insomiac’s Apology

By MMD


To whoeverso finds this message

Adrifting down to their doormat

I must admit admonishment,

Oh, Townsfolk of Wonderland,

For I find I lack the nerve

With which to enter your domain.

I find it a travesty

That I cannot will myself

To appreciate both

The land without

where I reside

And the land within

That I find myself barred from.

Your illuminescent gates

Remain shut to me,

Though of no fault of anyone,

Not even my own.

Now I lay me down

To

Sleep?

Or so it seems at first

But still my self wanders,

Yearning for completion

In the mundanity around me.

He has lost his way from your doorstep,

Though the mat has been barely tread upon as is,

And as such he searches for things

That might return him to this letter

Within without myself.

So I beseech thee:

Please, prop the gates open tonight.

He shall be wandering, 

Pacing

Back and forth

Waiting

Long into the eve

For a friendly face

To let without within

And finally bring me peace,

At least for the night.

Photo by cottonbro studio


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